Knowing how society works, that couldn't happen. I would have been seen as something horrible, nevermind the fact that there was a true deep love in m... heartI'm learning more every day, seeing things now, that I missed then. The little things, the smiles at just me, even when you were crying. The way your eyes seemed to light up. The times that you'd want to spend time just the two of us. The random hugs, the occasional "I love you" when we were home alone. I realize now, you never said it in. So why the sudden change of heart for her? Why this change in underwear all of sudden? Who is she suddenly trying to impress? Just last night in fact, I climbed into bed after completing a late shift at work, and found she had on these black, lacy frenchies. So fucking sexy. But also so fucking unusual for her! When I woke up in the morning, she’d already left for her job and I found them in the laundry basket. When I observed them they were soaked again. This time without the white streaks,. She leaned across and kissed me then stood up and made her way over to the stereo.Mark and Aron returned to room and filled the table with drinks as Mrs O picked a CD of slow love songs and put it into the machine. When the music started Mrs O began to sway to the music seemingly minding her own business fully aware that all of us were transfixed on her little show. She looked over at us and asked if anyone wanted to dance with her but Mark and Aron looked nervously at each other then at me. Besides, it happened awfully quickly. One instant, he was starting a broad turn to the left, and the next thing he knew, he was being drug backward by the leash. His feet came out from under him, and he landed hard on the runway, letting go of the leash. "Sonofabitch," he moaned, the breath knocked out of him. He rolled over, wondering what the hell had happened, and saw Mike trying to bring the dogs to a stop by himself.Mike was doing a pretty good job with Red, what with a choker chain on the.