I’m glad we can’t see into the future. Otherwise I wouldn’t have slept at all that night. But I couldn’t, still can’t foretell the future. L...t’s face it, I have enough problems with the past! So I did sleep. —— NINETEEN Work was no problem, not with a PA like Jenny. She kept an impeccable distance between us, very proper, even when there was no one to see. That’s one thing I liked about her. She was single minded and had her own moral code. If we couldn’t hold hands and kiss in front of the. He partied at the house every weekend with my dad, he began to stay over nights, and then demanded I bring him a towel into the shower. These small instances began to accumulate doubt in my mind. Eventually the tension between us culminated when my parents left us with him for the weekend. When night came, and the house was quiet, he made a beeline to my room, I could hear his drunk shuffle outside my door and I knew what was coming. The first rape was the most painful, I cried the rest of the. "It's been a long time since a man has looked at me there, or anywhere for that matter." I could feel my blood surging to my groin. "Why?" I asked. "You are such a beautiful woman." She looked at me like she had never seen me before. Something stirred in her eyes, something animal, like a predator. "I haven't noticed how grown up you have become, and so sweet." She said. The words, warm and silky, like butter. She started looking at the bulge in my pants. "I think it's time we took this. Fir ushne bhi meri navi me jiv dal ke firane lagi ye kisi paheli bar ki tarah jadap se hi kar rahi thi par maja to aa hi raha tha.fir kuchh niche hoke mere pent ke ko khol ke under wear ke shath hi nikal diya or sidi mere muh ke pass aake mere hont ko chta ne lagi me bhi samaj gaya ye nai hi fir mene ush ko aapna land jabarjasti hath me de diya ushne do bar chhod didya fir samjane ke bad pakda or kaha ye to kitna mota or lamga hai to mene kaha jiju ka kesa tha to ushne kaha inse aadha lamba or.