She could barely get through the rest of the day. Her stomach roiled, her eyes burned, her head reeled with shock and sadness. If only I didn't have t... see her, she thought.But at the end of the day, she drove her car to where she knew Sholandra parked in the garage and waited by the small, shiny red sports car. She remembered the time she had saved Sholandra in the midst of a rape, right here, when Sholandra was being assaulted on the hood of her own car.She waited ten minutes before Sholandra. ”There were no hysterics from Caity like when our parents died. She was ten now (going on twenty). She had tears in her eyes, but there were no wails of despair. I closed the distance between us and we hugged. For me, I wasn’t quite sure how I felt. Numb, maybe? You don’t find a dead body every day. The relationship between Grandpa and me had been a little odd because it was really me and older-me. He had obviously cared about me very much, and I cared about him too, but it was more complicated. I just lifted my legs up instinctively and the wife grabbed my ankles and held me in place whilst he speared me with his tool in a way that took all of the wind right out of my poor lungs.He banged and banged on my hymen but to no avail.Finally, he gave me an apologetic look and flipped me over on my tummy making me take it prone bone like a silly schoolgirl which is exactly what I really was. Of course, he took the rear route much to the delight of his wife who urged him on with her spiteful. Social services did not believe that a single man, me, even though I was her father, was suitable to bring up a child. When Libby was eighteen, she contacted my solicitor and got my address and phone number. We spoke and met, but after so long a time it was difficult to re-establish any kind of relationship. Her mother had told her that I wanted nothing to do with her at all, and years of brain-washing had taken their toll. You cannot reverse that in five minutes. We did see each other from.