Gay…homo…..all your words!’ ‘Have you ever been down for the honey?’ Jason asked, needing an answer. ‘Oh yes. Was quite good at it too, ...o I’ve been told. But now that I’ve had the real thing, you know, it’s cock all the way for me now. Your cock, sorry’ Jason had had two blow jobs today already, but was still horny. He’d arranged to meet Kelly at her house tomorrow morning for a ‘chat’, and the thought of it was affecting his bl**d supply. It had warmed up considerably, and Jason took of. ..whatever! She wants to take us back to her hotel."Angel took a peek at the woman who was watching them as they spoke."Hmm, that sounds interesting. She's pretty nice looking. Do you want to go with her?" "Let's do it. I've always wanted to be a hooker for a night."Angel got up and the 2 girls walked back over to the woman. Emi introduced Angel and they sat down. The woman repeated her story about being here on business and invited them again to her hotel. It was obvious as they were talking. Sure I fucked around a lot too but my brain was in control, not my cock. And you could have stopped me at anytime. I thought I could you too... but I guess not."She started crying again and said, "I know John, I know."I told her I would call again soon and for her to take care of herself and hung up.I poured myself into work and tried not to think of the hurt that was growing and growing. I missed my wife.By 5 we were done. Stan could take it from here as young as he was. I told everyone good. ‘Why don’t you come over and see it? I’m sure I can find a way to make it up to you.’ I wonder if he’s smiling back. ‘I’ll be right there,’ he says and hangs up. Alex arrives within five minutes and is already hugging me once he makes it through the door. He’s never hugged me before and I feel strangely closer to him now than I have in the past. ‘You look like you’ve just battled a paint monster,’ he tells me. I laugh. ‘I have and I won.’ He laughs back and, for the first time, he kisses me..