The rest were in institutions. I had seen the collection of eighty-two at the Folger Shakespeare Library in Washington.The book was worth millions of ...ollars. This Mr. Kocker was truly wealthy, it would seem. That fit in with some of the research I had done on him. According to the article I read in Time magazine he was noted for being philanthropic. His family had experienced some unfortunate bad luck, though. It was rumored that more than one of his siblings had been institutionalized. The. I looked at her in surprise; I didn’t expect her to be there. She should have been in her room… Probably crying or sobbing. Her eyes appeared red… But certainly she wasn’t crying.‘Where’s amma (mother)?”“She’s in shower.” She replied uneasily. She too was nervous but certainly not afraid.I looked her and there then asked. “What did she say?”“Nothing.”“What?” I was too shocked to believe that.“Nothing… She didn’t say a word.” She too appeared perplexed the way our mother had responded to the. "I'm kind of notexperienced in making things clean down there, and kind of anywhere." Ohhhhh...... Well sure... I mean I guess? I am your mother, and whateveris fine, but," gulped his mother, feeling extremely uncomfortable. "Andyou sure about that, because I realize I've said I've seen all that youhave, but it's been a while and forget it!.... I'm here for you baby.Whatever you need I guess, and maybe I should get some plastic gloves." Mom!" yelled Ray, getting frustrated. "Please! Now while I. You aren't ready. It will be months, if not a year or slightly longer.” “I see. I'll do what I can. I can't help but trust you. Call me crazy.” “Then we should begin the first of the rites immediately.” “How do we do that?” “Make love, of course. At first it won't mean much, but once we build up trust and maybe, one day, love between us, we will both become so very powerful.” I took a deep breathe and revealed my secret. “I have a secret, though: I was born a boy, and only become mostly a woman.