He continued his agonizingly, yet tantalizingly, slow pace fucking me deeply and deliberately while at the same time denying me my release. I felt lik... a great tsunami of pleasure was waiting to crash against me. I was going insane with passion but could not force the issue as he had me pinned under him and was completely in control. Near tears I began begging Please…. please… I cant… please He pulled back from our kiss and stared at my face. I knew he could see the absolutely lewd expression I. ” Rose attempted to form the words that wouldn’t quite come out. Sensing her hesitation, Violet leaned in a bit. “Did he put you up to this?” she asked. Rose demurred. “Well...sort of, I mean. Yes, but…” Violet’s demeanor changed immediately upon hearing this. “Figures, sending the bait, that’s so typical. Tell him if he wants something he can ask himself,” Violet replied, beginning to turn away, miffed. Rose’s heart beat faster, adrenaline rushing as she felt Violet’s attention turning. Where ever I saw another man I was reminded of him. It seemed that all I could do was look down at men and asked myself; what does he like when he is hard, what does he do just as he is climaxing, what does he sound like when he cums, does he need someone as much as I do? I arrived at the cabin at around 7:00 and waited for what seemed like hours. Then it happened; 8:00 right on time a knock on the door. I opened it half expecting to see someone different, someone I did not know and seemed a. And knowing Linda, it had probably moved fast.Well, fuck it. At least now I knew I was single, and could start looking again when I was ready. And there was nothing stopping me from going to a strip club now and actually appreciating the view as a guy, and not as a background distraction on occasion.As the weeks went, I slowly got better and better. Frannie and Frank were now a real couple, and she told me one of the bummers was finding places to go. We were having a drink at the club one night.