I love conversation and this girl, who was intelligent enough, just did not have the life experience to hold my interest beyond the initial 'courtship.... This led me to my current situation, one of celibacy.At fifty-one my celibate life only occasionally got to me, but the previous month had been worse than normal. Hannah O'Connell was the main reason for this. She had started work in our office about three months earlier and I was immediately attracted to her, at least physically. This did not. And her formerly warm and welcoming embrace turned rigid and startled. To which he responded by freezing and also becoming rigid all over his body. Only one part of him became, a tiny bit, less rigid, but still hard enough to feel against her frozen body.She noticed his tension, immediately felt terrible and started babbling: "Sweetie, I'm sorry!... I was just surprised... I mean it's totally natural and understandable! Not that I'm so sexy, I mean but.... You must really be feeling desperate,. I asked Corry if she was alright."It stings a little but I am OK," she said.I spent the rest of the afternoon doing interrogations. I made out the reports and sent all of it to HR. It was their problem. For the eight guys it was a matter of the pictures being posted that had them all upset, of course pissed off girlfriends did not help anything. The brawl was as much to restore their standing as 'macho' with the girls.Jordan Small was another matter. He and his computer got the same treatment. Most of the others had already been charmed by him; several had been charmed into his bed. He only talked to her because he felt it would be undiplomatic to leave early and yet he did not wish to circulate making small talk. It was, he knew, always permissible for a young Prince to be monopolised by an unmarried relative of an Ambassador.She, for her part, was captivated by his dashing good looks and obvious wealth and savoir faire. Dinner that evening was encouraged by her father, who saw.