She smiled and said I had made her afternoon. "Jill, you don't have to put up with that kind of life," I told her. "I'm sure you aren't in love with S...an, are you?" "Oh hell no," she said with a bitter laugh. "I don't even like him verymuch. He only keeps me around to entertain his friends and so he can havesomeone to watch. He can't get it up any other way. He has never fuckedme himself. He's a weirdo." "What kind of hold does he have on you?" I blurted. "Hold? Well, aside from the fact he. One day she came to me and asked weatheram I comfortable living with her so our expenses will reduse a lot as we arepaying alot for the rooms in campus I said ok and the next month both of usmoved to an apartment which has two bedroom. She is very open type she says everythingto my face, the day we moved to the house she came to me and said she will beliving as she want and she need freedom, I didn’t undestand what she is tryingto say but still I said ok then she took her stuff and went to the. I don’t want to fight either, but we have to figure it out. I want to figure it out with you.’ He brought her hand to his mouth and kissed it. ‘But you’re wrong Nick, I’m not pushing you out, I’m not!’ Her voice was rising again and he knew she wasn’t going to listen if she got upset. ‘Let’s have some tea and sit outside on the porch. Its such a nice night, we can relax and star gaze together.’ The romantic in him was his magic charm to her. ‘Go and change and I’ll met you outside with the tea. I won’t do that again.”“Just so we’re clear, if I take you to Prom, and give you a Prom night to remember, you won’t take that as some kind of opening to try to become my wife? I just don’t ever see that happening. I know in the past I’ve not ruled things out, but now I am.”“I accept that all we can have is a friendship. Well, a friendship where we fuck each other silly from time to time.”“Yes. And if you truly accept that, then until I make a formal, permanent commitment to someone, and as.