"Middle deadname, whatever." ...Olivia?" Stuart asks."I know, I know," I sigh. "You don't need it 'rubbing in', constantlyreminded of who you're not. ...e'll think of-" I love it," Stuart whispers. "It- it was actually my grandmother'sname, that's why I was given it. My paternal- my father's mother's name.I know he'll love it. Reckon she would too. Olivia Milton... Has a nicering to it." You- you REALLY don't mind?" I ask."Really," Stuart says softly. "If it's the name you want... Then that'swhat. ." OK, kiddo. Are you heading off to bed?" Ye.. yeah.. hmm.. I should, shouldn't I?" Yeah, you should! Listen, if you're that "apprehensive" maybe you could sleep with me tonight. I don't want you losing any sleep and affecting your performance at school. What do you say?" Ahmmm.. o.. OK… I'll go get my pillow."I’m a bit excited but uneasy to be sleeping with Jake so I give extra thought to what I’ll wear to bed with him. I usually sleep in loose gym shorts and a t-shirt and that's what I. We arrived at the resort late Saturday afternoon, and after a great dinner and a few drinks, we decided to get to bed early and rest up for our first day at the beach. We got down to the nudist beach early on Sunday morning, and all we saw were other white tourists, some nude and some wearing bathing suits. Although it was disappointing, we just assumed that we were a little early for the locals. We rented one of those portable cabanas to help protect us from the hot Jamaican sun, and set it up. TJ: Her's is a story that that has affected a lot of people. We have amasculine actor who has spent a life in film and television, living a rolein real life. Pretending to be a man when she was a woman inside allalong. I think that "Crossover" gave her the courage to transition, and Ithink that it has done the same for a large number of transgendered folk.They see my transition, with all the pitfalls but all the love, and theysay; 'I can do that'. And they can.Joe: But harder for somebody.