I have had time to think." I looked back at her, silently pleading with her not to leave me. "I cannot say I love you, Anna, because I do not know bu... I do know that you made me happy and that cannot be wrong, can it?" I put my arms around her waist and held her so tightly. She did the same. "No, Sam," I told her, "It can't." I paused and looked deep into her eyes, "I admit I was very upset when I found you gone but I agree with you. How can we know if it is love. I have never had such. "How are you all," she asked cheerily. "Can I get you anything?"I looked down at the table. I stuffed my hands deeper into my pockets. Ijust wanted her to go away. "The gentleman may need a bit of water,"responded A_. Water? I didn't want any water. In fact my glass was nearlyfull.The waitress approached me and something happened. What it was I didn'tnotice because I was still looking at the table. Anyway somehow her handwith the glass of water must have gotten knocked or something because. "I'd think it would be less rowdy without Marvin." The sarcasm in Ralph's voice was crystal clear."Yeah, we've heard some things about him that weren't very nice," Janet remarked. "But we've heard some really nice things about how respectful you are to women. Even women with special sexual needs." Janet took Misty by the arm and stepped between the two beds to the right of the entrance and sat down on the far one, pulling Misty down with her."What have you heard?" Ralph was getting concerned as. . stay away from the sweets. I was usually just the opposite and often regretted not eating more regular like the rest of my family and friends that reminded me I was too skinny for my own good.It was a big difference from my early years in high school when I was on a baloney and hero sandwich kick that had me “eating the whole thing” from one end to the other. The only thing that kept me from gaining too much weight was the fact I was always running with the gang on the streets of the city and.