He enjoyed the thought that Jen was suffering additional pain on her poor abused red buttocks, as his body lay atop hers, driving her against the cold...hard floor-boards, as he plowed his penis into her vagina, which was usually still dry from lack of any stimulation before he entered her.He frequently found fault with her, when there was no reason for it. He criticized her cooking, even though she was fairly proficient at it. He would scold her house-keeping, if he could find anything out of. The scent powered strong memories. I lost track of time as I mourned Sam.“Are you okay?” Simon asked from the doorway.“No.” I opened my eyes. “Not really.”“She really loved you.” Simon came in and shut the door. “At least you’ll always have that.”From the way he said the last, Simon was struggling as hard as I was. “She loved you, too. In her own way.”He nodded and sat next to me on the bed. “And I loved her.”“I know,” I whispered. “I could see it. So could she.”He sniffed and wiped his nose.. We suck, play and wank each other for what seems like hours but we are reaching the point when we are unable to hold out for much longer.Whilst I am sucking you I feel you harden in me and you begin to thrust gently in my mouth. I become excited as I sense the outcome. Feverishly I suck on you, gently squeezing your balls, urging you to fill my mouth with your creamy cum. Then the first spurt, you shudder slightly, the the second, you are pumping vigorously in me and I am loving it. My mouth. .....Next day at lunch, we walked to the adult store, Ralph talking like he was an expert after two blow jobs."She doesn't say anything," he explained, "just slide it in the hole. She will suck you, and swallow it all." She doesn't say a word?" I asked, instantly wondering how they knew she was a girl then."No," Ralph said, "when we asked her to prove she was a female she put her breast and nipple through the hole." No way!" I exclaimed, having never seen a girl's nipple or breast in real.