And I needed his assurance that if at any time I became uncomfortable, I could shut the whole thing down.*First I made it clear that I wasn’t intere...ted in any sexual contact or play with another woman. Now don’t get me wrong. I fully support the LGBTQ community. I rejoice in their newly gained right to marry and form family units. I have attended more gay weddings in the past twenty years than straight ones. But just as I don’t like calamari and will not partake of it even though it appears on. ”For the first time Tova notices that the cute little blonde is standing to the side of the counter, waiting to take over the position in a sexy little lingerie piece no less. There I go again thinking another girl is attractive. What the hell is wrong with me? She smiles at the girl and nods. “Of course,” she says. “Let me just grab the coffee.”Bonny returns the smile and touches Tova’s hand. The moment of contact is electric. The softness and warmth of the girl’s hand sends chill through. Sister Mary Julian paced her small room, stopping each time she came to her bed. She'd stand there rubbing her palms on her thighs, wringing her hands, and clenching and unclenching her fists as she stared down at the soiled habit.One time she stopped in front of the mirror and stared at her reflection. Her stare was so intense that Mother Superior jerked back as if the novice was able to see her. But she realized the young girl was admonishing herself for being stupid enough to put herself. When he tried to tell me about jurisdiction again I gave him my full name and asked him to check my service record and hung up.I told the girls they were not to go out without a rifle. I had them go to the tack room to clean the saddles and mend a couple of fences around the barn. I went outside to work on the tanker truck engine and a half hour later two state trooper cars pulled into the yard. It was the captain I had talked to and a sergeant. The captain was frowning when he got out of his.