Ellie wouldn't let me see in the mirror but she looked incredible. Her blonde hair cascaded over one shoulder in full curls; she had shining red lips ...nd dark eyes. I hoped it looked nearly as good! We went to get dressed, a full bottle of wine to consume as we did so. I went to my lingerie drawer when Ellie stopped me. She produced a box with two words written on which excited me greatly: Agent Provocateur. The designer lingerie label was explicitly expensive and gorgeously sexy. I opened the. Arms??? Check.Legs??? Check. OUCH! That hurt. My left leg felt like someone just set it on fire and drove a skewer through my leg so they could bar-b-q it.Head??? Still here, who knows if it's all right. I doubt I've ever been ALL right.I opened one eye, and the glare quickly forced it closed. Too many bright lights all at once. I did see what appeared to be a busy ER. People were flitting here and there, and in that split second, I thought I saw Rebecca.I did."Carl? Caarrlll?? You there?. Hiroko takes her to the last one, opens the door, and motions her to enter. It’s a dressing room, tasteful, but just a dressing room. ‘Please remove your clothes. When you are ready, go through the door.’ There is a door at the other end of the room. Hiroko withdraws, pulling the door shut behind her. Ok, what’s this all about? She opens the door to a closet, and sees that there is a robe on a hanger. Her daily clothes come off, she wraps the robe around and ties it shut. A little. Or so personal.”“Yes. There’s more, of course, such as recognizing true mental illness and dealing with that. But often that ends up with psychiatrists because of the need for drugs. I can’t prescribe, so if someone actually does need lithium or some other psychoactive drug, I have to refer them to someone who can prescribe them. I sometimes fudge that in cases of clinical depression and get one of my doctor friends to do a full physical and evaluation and then prescribe mild anti-depressants..