To me submissive doesnot mean weak, stupid or otherwise self degrading...it means that I willwhen it suits me (and only then) give control of aspects ...f my life(especially sexual) to another person with the understanding that thereare limits on both sides as to how far that extends.----Over the years I had many relationships. Some ended in friendships, someended badly, and some just ended. Eventually I just came to theconclusion that I should enjoy the good times and not get too caught upon. I suggested a little riding – we had a handful of pretty tame and tired horses, so guests could ride along the sand. There wasn't much choice – just left or right along the beach! And then back again. But it made a change for her.Then on Tuesday afternoon her horse came back to the village without her, saddle empty. I'd seen her leaving half an hour earlier; my head "boy" had fitted her out. So I knew which way to go, and I was into the jeep with a first aid kit in seconds. Past the first. Now she got up and removed her panty but kept her skirt and moved towards me. I tried to remove her top but she resisted telling- “You’re gonna get only my down part darling”. It made me mad so I pushed her in the sofa and lifted her skirt and started eating her pusssy. It was clean shaved and I licked her like a dog. She didn’t expect it and soon she also started giving out moans like wowwww, aaahhhhaaaaaa, aaaahahhhaaaahhh, come on fuck me, fuck me you bastard etc. It made me more hot and I. Never mind; Georgina won't be here until after lunch, anyway. And I've got my job to do.I run the home's gossipvine. The other old biddies have to ask the staff how Samantha is doing, or why we haven't seen Michael for a while. I don't have to. After ten years of watching them, I can tell how everyone is doing, just by how they look when they come in for breakfast.Mrs. Smithers -she won't answer to Mary; it's too informal- looks like shit, almost literally. Good. Another week or so, and they'll.