Being Pentacostal we all were thankful in what God had done in his life.As I talked with pam she seemed depressed about some things that she was deali...g with in her walk with God and with her own marriage. As she began to leave, I reached out and took her into an embrace to let her know everything was gonna work out for her. In my innocent gesture, I tilted my face towards her cheek near her ear and gave her a soft kiss. It was only to show her I cared and was there for her. But what happened. At the head of the bed were white pillows in which a Mr.Keith (Desiree's favorite plush bunny) lay. A rounded table lie tothe bed's left It contained a lamp with a pink lamp shade and severalof Desiree's toys. To the left of the table, was a shelved case whichcontained books, a flower pot with fake flowers, a child's purse andother things of interest to Desiree. On the walls were paintedpictures of lady's shoes, a pocketbook and a doll in a frilly dress allwith pink frames. Two chests of. The next day was Saturday and chores kept me busy as a bee until about three in the afternoon. David was out and I felt I had enough time for a "quickie", but I heard David come home, right in the middle of it all.Frustated yet again, I recomposed and headed downstairs.As dusk gave way to evening, there was a palpable sexual tension in the air. David could have taken his motor bike to the local mall and hung out with his school mates, but he chose to stay home, and my frustration level soared.I. They beat me pretty good before the third guy decided to use me. He pushed into my sex. And I struggled to keep myself together. It felt so demeaning to me to not be able to stop someone I didn’t want to be with. I also was frustrated because I had already used both of my hand’s nails. I was struggling more and more to keep my head then I felt hair on his body when he would lean on me. I used my fingers and tried to pinch hair between them. I think he noticed but liked how that felt.