I had to stop then otherwise I would have gotten aroused again.As I was ready to leave there a knock at the door. Gary had arrived and had come to se... if Nikki was ready to go down to the bar for a drink before dinner. He is not totally stupid so his suspicions must have been aroused by the fact that Nikki's knichers were on the floor by the bed, the room smelled of sex and she was only wearing a small towel and there were larger ones in the bathroom.I went back to my room to change into. I felt like I was the one being judged. After the funerals I packed up and moved out and ended up selling it because it held too many memories to remain their alone. I got Joan and Anita’s possessions back and the first thing I wanted to do was to throw that anklet away but I kept it and had it melted down with my wedding band and one of Anita’s rings. Today they are Angel wings on a pendant I wear and whenever people ask me about it, I tell them that it is my girls who are with me and always. Truthfully, I wanted to give it to him. I madea face as to tell him sorry but it would have to be no'. I decidedto just leave as quickly as possible and gave Jesse a peck on thecheek. As I fumbled with the others to get off the bus Jesse handedme a slip of paper from behind. It was his name and number. I smiledat him and put it in my bra. It was as I was leaving when I swore Isaw him mouth the words, "I know".I left and began my six block walk to my building. The walk home wasuneventful other. You can just invite her to your party and not make love to her.” “But that would be wrong. That’s not what I want at all. I want Qafira to come to my birthday dinner and afterwards, as is my right and privilege, I can choose who I want to fuck.” “Why not Tracey? Why not one of the boys? Bob or Frank or Terry?” “It’s Qafira I want.” “Qafira. Qafira. What a dumb name for a woman!” Qafira had a similar opinion about the names of all the people she’d met ever since she first arrived in Further.