Could Caryn be my last hope for love again, but if not, then would I be condemned to a life of being alone?I figured I would have four or five more ye...rs with Angela to be here at home, but maybe less depending upon where she wanted to go to college. Then I would be all alone again, but this would be for the rest of my life; however, long that might be. God please don't condemn me to a life of loneliness. I may not make it if that is the case.On that note, I must have fallen asleep because I. So after kissing her legs.. She almost reached her orgasm. When I removed her panties her vagina was super wet. Then I started fingering her. She was not virgin I could see that. But she was tight.Then I started licking her vagina.. It was tasty.( I really love licking vaginas ;) ) And I started fingering her licked her at the same time.. She then reached her orgasm. She was literally shivering.Then she held me from me hair and pulled me up and she then removed my t shirt in one go and then she. I'm like wtf, I don't know if it's going to work or not and he told me that was ok just try it. So I opened my fly and pulled out my little dick and started playing with it. I noticed that his was still out and started to get hard again as he watched me get hard. He even started mumbling under his breath to but all I heard was the word yeah. I got a little creeped out at this point and told him I couldn't do it with him watching. He backed off and said that's ok dude, I couldn't do it the first. I was at home. I was missing Rangaiah in my mind but my thought didnt wanted that. he is a night watch man and a worker. He was 52 yrs and i was 26. i was thinking of our social responsibilities, social status all that were passing through my mind. I decided that i will tell my husband that i wont be able to look after the construction work any more. But situation never gave me chance to tell that to my husband.Next day morning, my husband told me while going to office that he will be late on.