”“And you’re torn, too,” Jessica said. “And not because she’s your lover, but because she’s our nanny and the kids adore her, even more ...han they did Veronica.”“It’s complicated,” I agreed. “Very complicated. Why did you ask about Katt?”“I’m just curious. I couldn’t get the picture from what I’ve read, and you pretty much handed her to Mikael. No, pushed her to Mikael is a better way to say it.”“Because I could never be what she truly needed,” I said. “And I knew it. It just took her some time. ”“Tell me what you want to say and we’ll send it on up there. You know it’s mighty early for some folks back there to be at work, don’t you?”“Yep, but send it and I’ll come back later on to see if you’ve got an answer. Be sure and put urgent on it, so they’ll know to get it to him.”“What was it you wanted to tell him?”Marshal Eli Crow needs two hundred forty cattle carsLas Cruces New Mexico TerritoryAs soon as possible“What in the hell would you need that many cattle cars for? There’s not that. I told her how pretty she was and that she could have any man that she wanted. No sooner than I had said the question, she moved forward quickly and quickly locked lips with me. After the moment of shock, I began to enjoy it, moving my hands over her body and gripping her butt with both hands. She moved off for a second and simply said "bedroom" before leading me into her bedroom. She took off her top and revealed her breasts. I moved in and we locked lips once more before I moved to her neck. Natural beauty, there is thatfeeling of total abandon you told me about. As if the very airhere were intoxicating!" Is that how you feel?" Monika asked, eyeing me closely,"Intoxicated?" No," I admitted. "I'm afraid. I feel just like an awkwardtourist. The three of us, in our dresses and purses andeverything are such obvious sightseers that we stand out herelike sore thumbs!" Well," she smiled, "if you'd like to look a bit more native,"she patted her handbag, "I brought bathing suits, suntan oil.