? ?what will you do in return for the nourishment I am about to give you, are you willing to earn it?? I couldn’t believe I was being asked this. ... had just spent all that time going crazy, thinking I was going to be killed, starved to death and now I had to earn my nourishment? I was beyond thinking and I answered. ?yes, I will do anything. Please just give me something to drink.? ?ah such a good slut, I will give you something to drink but you will earn it first.? I felt myself being. . do you have a changeof clothes for the physical portion of this?" He asked.I didn't even answer him with words, I just said, 'do it' to Caireen andI was soon in the same leotard and tutu I'd been in for the initialtest.Doctor Kestner snorted and chuckled. "Okay then, I'll take that asyou'll be fine in that?"I nodded. "Yes sir."We began with a treadmill, moved to weights, and then finally he led medown to an obstacle course that made the one in Los Alamos feel like ahome swingset in. There are a lot who are in my boat too. So we get together and take care of each other."I'm starting to get a hard-on hearing her tell me this."So you girls get it on and have woman to woman fun?" "Yes she said You have a way with words William."I asked her do you desire a man in your life?" "Well hell yes she said but the men are not knocking my door down sonny" "You have something you want to say to me?" I stammered well now that we have broke the ice How would you like me to take care of. It was cold out here, I was not wearing any shoes and his legs were longer than mine, so I had to hop and skip to keep up with his brutally fast pace. People were sneaking glances at us from behind the safety of their doors. Curious onlookers, all of them, from the men to the little girls. No one was going to come to my rescue. Not here. Not in this bad neighbourhood. Which was why I didn't even bother screaming. Maybe this was the day I became a walking corpse too, like my mom.“Get in there,”.