"I'm very used to getting responses like that from my son. Typical teen talk. But this time I knew there was in fact something going on that the boys ...ere very excited about, which of course they weren't about to share with Mom. I tried hard to keep from chuckling or even laughing out loud.I dropped the boys off at their destination, and truly wished I didn't have a meeting to get to. My real desire was to get myself off thinking about the boys watching the video of Mary Ann rubbing herself.. He started to call her by her mother's chosen name "It's Laney now!" she said interrupting him. "Yeah, I don't know why she wants to go by that after the beautiful name I gave her" Her mother said. 'Beautiful name?' she thought 'bullies didn't think so! It was literally an abortion of a name, let's just fuse 2 random words like terrific and honorable and hope for the best, what would that word be? Terrible? Oh well' "She can sing great too" her mom said while she was having this internal dialog. Fascism is on the rise all over Europe. In the turmoil, the survival of the Workers' State and even Marxism itself is doubt. At a time like this how can you entertain such bourgeois fantasies as romantic love?" So, Claud, nothing we did before matters? I wasted my time sneaking in here to see you? I risked being beaten and thrown out for nothing?" Oh, Ron. I did and do have strong feelings for you. But don't you understand that my feelings don't matter? Only the Movement does. Only that. We're. I sign it, give it her. I tell her there, you now have proof that I said it was OK. She takes it, acts like she is going to rip it up, looks at me and tells me, you never know. The folds it nicely and places it in her jewelry cabinet hidden away. Turns around, kisses me and says she has to get making dinner. After three years of making love and going further and further into black dildos, black porn, and black talk, she is still adamant that it will stay as a fantasy only and has no interest in.