”“You know what I mean.”“Okay. I’m male. Being this close to you, of course I think about going…”“Quick fuck?”She’d NEVER used tha... word before. It sounded alien coming from her lips.“Anything that you and I did together, for me it would be closer to ‘worship’ than ‘quick fuck.’”“Worship?”“Yes.”“You do know that I’m a virgin, don’t you?”“We never actually talked about it,” I said.“I am. That’s why we aren’t going any further.”“Good to know…”“It’s not like that, Jay. You and me… I… You get me. " He said.He sat down next to me, still naked, grabbed my head and kissed me, swirling his tongue around my mouth as I returned the kiss. He cupped my crotch as I reached down to grasp his semi-erect cock. I started to give him a hand job as he removed my t-shirt. I started to move down, lingering on his hard, dark nipples. I slid down off the bed to my knees in front of him and started to suck on his shaved balls. I could feel his 7" thick cock getting harder in my hand, and I could feel his. " he replied."Well, I was going to watch a movie tonight, and if you’re not busy, why don't you stay and join me. It will be my way of saying `thank you’." Zack couldn't believe she had just invited him to stay. Sarah smiled at him again as he replied that her offer sounded like fun. Her face looked innocent, and her hair was again out of its ponytail and neatly spread out behind her. "Great. Find somewhere to sit down, and I’ll make some popcorn and get you a drink," she told him. He sat down. After his death, mom needed someone for consolation and I was the only one who cared for her. The idea, that another man would come into her life and replace dad, anguished me a lot; my true feelings for her made me assume like that. It was true that I lusted after my own mother. The lesbian disposition led me to have carnal fantasies about her. But I could not ward off the possibility of her second marriage, if the meaning of my relationship with her was not changed.And so, that Sunday night,.