I had warned her that i won’t be able to love anyone as my heart is completely broken.But she did not understand. So i had to tell her on her face t...at don’t fall in love with me. I will not love u nor i will marry u. She was ok with that. She was also ditched by her bf which i came to know during this time. I tried my level best to recover from this depression and tried different things like visiting temples, orphanages, old age homes, helping others, movies,etc. but could not recover.. And were born in bangladesh but lived in london since we were childs, Salma works for an accuntancy firm, and i run a small business...we have a good sex life an enjoy role play and fantasy games, and although it's forbidden in our religion we always read erotic stories of wife having sex with other men, it turns us both on, i always had fantasy of my Salma making love to a well hung guy, and the first time i brought it up her respond was are you crazy, no honey i said i love to see you fuck. I got my swimsuit on and went down to work off some nervous energy. I found that when I fell into a rhythm swimming, it was a lot like running. I fell into my zone and was able to think about things.I laid it on too thick and scared Alice off. The problem was that we had no foundation for what I had said. I knew it started out as a joke, but as I said them, the words felt right. Just because they were right for me didn't make them right for her. This was one of those life lessons you had to. M & M were fitting in nicely. Sam was a little inhibited the next time we made love, but even so, we heard M & M giggling afterwards, so Sam said the hell with it and decided she was just going to be herself.Mandy would be in bed with us almost every morning when we awoke, and on a couple of occasions, Mindy would be with us as well. We didn't mind as we figured they just needed the reassurance of being with someone who cared about them.Day 64 - Saturday, July 3, 1847We got an early start and.