I feared-absolutely. Time passed as the sense of warmth and cold volleyed back and forth like breezes passing by. I think I sensed some distant sound ...ike wind or a rushing-by but hardly discernible.There were voices, maybe not voices, scrambling and discordant sounds with incomplete meaning that kept passing again and again, very faint, stopping suddenly. I thought of the radio with its wandering stations struggling for presence. It was like somebody or something was trying to connect but. Now she understood the emptiness, and visualized a remedy. As she lay underthe covers, wet, and limp from the afterglow, she took a long deep breath andconsidered what she'd done and felt. It had finally come: she was, in allways, save one, a woman. Except for memories of her life before, her manhoodwas in the past.***Aisha arrived early, entering the Obedience school a few minutes before thehour. She registered at the front desk and sat down to wait, unsure of whatto expect. Sabirah had looked. May began to groan and gasp and she put one hand onto the back of Nina’s and Sarah’s head, pressing them down onto her and telling them to do it harder. Nina was pulling hard on her nipples and Sarah’s arm moved quicker. As the intensity of their movements increased so did the level of May’s groans until she began to breath really deep and quickly. May grabbed a handful of Sarah’s hair and began to pull her head back and forth along her pussy, then moved her other hand from Nina’s head and. I trembled as I fell to my knees. I found I could not draw a breath. The man stood heroically over me as if he expected Grace to come running over and exclaim proudly, "You saved me!"Instead, with my draining ounces of strength, I lunged at him, slashing at his throat, leaving him to crumple into a pile, his precious life force pooling beneath him.I had never imagined my death would take so long to come and take me away. Now that as I lay gasping for my last struggling breaths Death standing.