We separated after a minute panting for breath. Her breast was heaving. Her dupatta had already fallen down and my erection had created a massive tent...down there. She pushed herself back and took a good look at the protrusion.“Vani we have some time with us. Can’t we do it now please?”“No Jiju. It is not safe now. Someone might just come in. Also, I am having my periods now.”Shit, I thought, there went my chance. Both of them had their periods, and I never liked having sex during this time.“Is. In a slow measured shuffle, the old gentleman limped his way between large concrete and marble objects to stand in front a huge family tombstone. There were already five names on it, but there was room for more. He stepped to the tombstone and pulled the large bouquet apart, making three smaller bouquets. After placing the three beneath names, he turned and went to a concrete bench that had been placed at the foot of the gravesite. When the man sat down, he let out a sigh and just stared at the. Slowly, and grimacing a lot ... and extended my hand, which held the ring I asked her mother to buy in Madrid.For a brief second, the room was so silent that I could hear that everyone was holding their breath. Then Pam squealed, “Yyyyyeeeeesssss!” and threw herself at me before remembering my bruises and cracked rib. Pandemonium broke out at Pam’s exclamation, and I shrieked in pain as Pam knocked me ass over teakettle.As I lay on the floor forcing myself to take slow, deep breaths despite the. It would havemeant shame and embarrassment, changing my entire life, risking losing mywife and kids, maybe my career too. Can't you see? It would have beenjust too difficult. No, I thought it would be better this way. Ithought this would help me beat it."It's funny how ironic things turned out. Saving myself from possibleruin caused me to lose everything. I've given up everything chasing thisdream. For the last couple of months I've been living in my car but theyrepossessed it this.