That last hour of the day, knowing it was coming, knowing she could do nothing about it, always looking at that hateful cupboard door behind which she...would be closed down once more for interminable hours, and what would remain of her mind when she re-emerged. It was that twilight part of the day she dreaded most. Ellie had been completely overwhelmed by the sensations that flooded her that first time she had been put on the charger. She had felt extremely uncomfortable being pushed onto that. The heels hurts a lot when She digged them into my balls, stomach and neck. When She saw the pain in my eyes, She laughed out loud. Then She took the whip and whipped all the clothespins of my body. Now it’s time for your real punishment, She said cruel while She put on her combat shoes. I thought that She wanted to trample me with those boots but instead She crushed my balls, then She kicked me a few times in the nuts, every time a bit harder. I cried again. So shithead, did you learned your. I wanted to please my pimp. I wanted it to be the perfectblowjob for him. And from his moans I could imagine that if it wasn'tthe best he'd ever had, it was certainly up there. He ordered me tocaress his balls and at what moments to apply pressure to his shaft."You really are a very good cocksucker, Jazmin. And ordinarily I wouldallow this BJ to go on for much longer as I am enjoying you, yourtalented mouth and your predicament so much. However, you are now oneof my whores and you have to. Well ... and me, of course; she had left me behind as well. I had never lost my deep emotional attachment to Alicia. My thoughts of 'what if' would often intrude whenever I got depressed over the way my life with Francine and the girls had turned out.Just then, my worst fear about being discovered trespassing in the Thompson building was confirmed. J. Carter Thompson himself pushed into my office without a knock or any of the other usual courtesies. I stood and braced myself for enduring.