Two men enter and begin dis-cussing what Patsy had done by the bar. They express in gut-ter language their admiration for her body and speculate on wh...ther she was a “pro” putting on a show to drum up busi-ness or just brazen. As Patsy listens she grasps my penis and sticks it in her mouth (she doesn’t do this “in real life”). She sucks and licks, acutely aware, as I am, that the slurping sound might be heard. I have a tremendous orgasm, letting out an involuntary groan of relief. One of the. I chuckled and told him that he just had the experience of a lifetime, and that if he played his cards right, there would be a lot more to follow. He cocked his head in silent question, and I told him the office was about to under go a radical makeover, and that he should just relax, don't ask too many questions and enjoy the changes. I told him I would see him the next day and we went our separate ways.I got a washcloth from the mens room, ran it under hot water and returned to Kathy to wipe. "Pam, yes I like that, Pam lets go down stairs. We can't stay up hereall day can we?"Arm in arm we went down stairs. It was very weird and wonderful toleave the safe confines of the bedroom and enter the larger more openspaces of the lower house. I was still getting used to walking inslight heels and wearing a short skirt.Mum spent most of the afternoon and early evening drilling me indeportment and on what a girl can and can't do. I played along withMum, as it was fun doing things with her. The money meant so little now with most everything paid for by the grant, that I could only use very small amounts. I’d lost the girl I grew up loving, lost my best friend, lost my sister, lost my mother, lost Collie who’d walked away from me in disgust even though she couldn’t function independently and lost Tabby who had dragged the worst of my darkness out into the light of day and had bared her own to me. Six bonds I would have bet anything couldn’t have been broken and yet they were all.