" Are you guys a true threesome, as in you each have a relationship with the others?"Todd missed the shot and Jeff heckled him. I grabbed the ball."Ye...h, I guess it's like that."I tried my behind-the-backboard shot again. Swish."Nice." I said. "Time for your 's' Jeffrey."I was a little uncomfortable with this conversation, for several reasons. One, I wasn't entirely sure whether I had 0, 1 or 2 girlfriends. Hell, I wasn't even sure I'd have two FRIENDS when we got to Arizona next month. Two,. Although the sun was shinning brightly, the street was dark due to the rich late spring foliage of the huge old oak trees. The addresses were embossed on brass plates attached to the imposing stone pillars holding the iron gates. The brick walls around the massive estates protected the houses like fortresses and made it evident that the people living there wanted to choose who got in and who didn’t. Ryan wasn’t familiar with this area of town and from the size of the houses he figured he never. ..and I enjoyed that curious feeling of both sexual frustration, on the one hand, but on the other, the unmistakable sensation of exhilaration at the knowledge that this other man and my wife had created together the c***d that was almost ready to emerge into our daily lives. How that would truly play out, was any body's guess. How would our families react, I wondered? Once they saw the baby, it would be starkly obvious that I was certainly not it's father! Neither of us had prepared our. He was actually very good. And when he told me he loved me, I couldn't stand it anymore and had to kiss him. It was amazing. I wanted to rip off his pants and have him take me right there. I was so wound up, and had gone from mortified to elated, that I didn't care anymore. I wanted to get started right now.After Kay had left on Sunday, I thought about that last 15 years that John and I could've been together, if we hadn't both been congenitally stupid. And for a while I mourned that lost time..