My body arched back and suddenly J's finger was rubbing my clit. I came again, hard. I didn't even notice the other two getting on the bed. Suddenly a...cock was thrust into my mouth. I was sucking Terry again while Lou and J continued to punish my pussy and ass. Terry grabbed my hair from Lou and began pushing my face back and forth on his cock. "Suck it, do it," he said. Then I saw Mark's massive cock on the other side of me. All this cock and only three holes... what was i to do?I knew that I. ’ Mom really looked at me strangely. I thought a bit about that as I drove the old family car down the road towards town. Sarah? Mom thought I was DATING Sarah? She was…just my friend. Patra and I dated quite a bit after that, Sarah and I drew apart some because of course she couldn’t be hanging around while we were off to the movies or the park or somewhere. The rest of the time though, Sarah was always there, always. But something was different, I just couldn’t quite put my finger on it. We. Mike finally leaned back against the seat of the car and just took a few deep breaths until he got himself under control.Since then, each make out session would find his hands gently massaging my breasts, which was really driving me crazy. It was getting to the point that I had a hard time resisting his advances. Then one evening as we were making out on my front room couch, he slid his hand up my skirt. The farther his hand went up my leg, the hotter I was getting. Suddenly I felt him press. A small book of pictures fell out to one side, and I picked it up. There we were... at the beach... in the park... in the back yard having a barbecue with the kids. Memories cascading past me, not letting me loose. I soon found myself crying.I cried for what I had lost in Becky's passing. I cried for losing Samantha, and I cried for losing my kids respect. I think I was crying for not only my loss, but what I had so stupidly shoved away too. I couldn't see any way back to those happier days....