The first time? 1955 wasn't fun at all. The fat older brother ... the miserable younger sister ... the mother who hated the very air I breathed. No......1955 was no fun.This time around, Grandmother sold me the farm ... for what my mother sold it for after Daddy died ... the first time. 39.6 acres of rocky swamp, swaybacked house and joke for a barn cost me seven thousand dollars after it was all done.But, my side of the family? The men have a heart defect that couldn't be fixed. Besides the. There was no sexuality at this time, justan instinct and a need that I knew I wanted. I did expand on this bytrying on French knickers and camisoles she had as well. Then one day myaunt and cousin came to stay with us for a few days. My cousin was alittle girl of 3 but she still wore nappies at night. As she stayed in thesame room as me, my aunt would come in to my bedroom and put her into aterry nappy and plastic panties over them and satin panties with littlefrills on the bottom. I was. “Night night Michael. Night night Arthur, you’re very welcome to stay over tonight love” she shouted. “ Thanks Mrs C”, I shouted back. “I’m getting off to bed now mate, promise not a word to anyone about the video”, said Mike. “Don’t worry dude, it’s just between us” I reassured. “Night mate” said Mike before darting upstairs to his room. Before retiring to the spare room I needed to use the bathroom to relieve a bladder full of beer and coffee, after sipping the rest of my sobering coffee for. It was gay porn DVD. It started with a very skinny guy like me in ladies dress and an old man.Vinay looked at me and said “Sweety I really want you like this !!!”. I said I never did cross dressing. He smiled and gave a pack from his sack to me. I opened it and it was pink coloured bra, panties, short skirt and top and also a nice sexy ladies night suit. Also there was a hair wig. I wore the bra, panties and skirt and top. I also wore the wig. He kept staring at me and said “Baby you don’t.