The idea of spending two years traveling all over the country, and spending weekends, if I’m lucky, at home getting ready to repeat the process? No,...I don’t think I could ever have subjected myself or my family to that.”Tom: “You didn’t have the so-called ‘fire in the belly’ for the job?”Me: “Not for that kind of abuse. I’ve told John more than once I didn’t understand how he had gone through with it, and he did it twice, first in 2000, and then again, this year.”Tom: “Yet you did it in. Darla's eyes were sparkling. "How many men at a time, Doctor?" she asked. "You make it sound as if gang bangs were routine."Dr Wagner sniffed. "We don't care for the expression, `gang bang'," he said, "but yes, we do find that participation and voyeurism can bring men to performance levels they might not otherwise attain without a great deal of additional therapy." I noticed Dr Wagner's hand resting lightly on Darla's knee. "And needless to say, the greater the arousal, and the more extreme. Jane an' I had discussed it, an' we decided ta try raising a few hogs fer market. I admit that I wuz partial ta cattle, but we didn't have enough range ta make a go of cattle ranching.If we wuz gonna raise hogs, we needed a large sized pen an' shed fer 'em. I knew something about hogs, so I knew what we needed an' wuz prepared ta build the necessary structures. Fer one thing, I wanted separate pens fer the sows an' their litters, since I knew that the boar wuz likely ta kill an' eat the piglets. After that I need to pick up something to make for dinner and some other items need for tonight. I also need to pick up my mail and my truck is ready finally. We’ll pick it up first and drop your car off.”Prying, she asked, “What about after that?”“After all that is a surprise, one you’ll have to wait and see,” was all he would tell her. They finished their meal and he put their dishes in the dishwasher along with the ones he used to make the meal. It was full now so he started it. Next he went.