"What is this shit?" I said,bawling my eyes out. I wiped my tears on the sleeve of my dress."What the fuck!" I yelled, I couldn't stop the tears strea...ing down myface. Allie and Vaughn, I thought about them smiling at me, touching me,loving me. I wanted to throw up. I couldn't even see Dr. Bowman's facethrough my blurred vision."They're both gone. They loved me and I threw both of them away!" My jawshuddered and I said, "Why am I such a piece of shit!?"The details and circumstances didn't. This is biology and genetics. I don't want to spend my life with him." But you want him, not me, to father your children." Our children. The ones we'll raise together." Is it about sex?" What do you mean?" Have you had sex with him?" No, of course not." Has he asked you to do it?" No, he hasn't." Do you want to?" I must have sex with him in order to have his children. That's what this is about, having children." But do you want to have sex with him?" Danny, don't you trust me?" Of course I do.". An excuse. She really didn’t give a fuck about what was lost, she just wanted some more sex from them.Then she remembered that Luther was wearing a T-shirt that had the initials E.C. on it. After going to a map of Ohio on her computer, she realized that East Cleveland was the closest city to Pepper Pike with those initials. This just had to be the place she thought to herself. She then remembered the name that they had her write on the check. ‘Luther Jacobs’. Even though they never told her. Would it hurt for him to show some bulge in his pants or to stutter just a little, anything to feed my ego? "What's wrong?" Jeremy asks. "Looking me in the eyes. Those big brown eyes. "Nothing," I laugh. "Just distracted a little today, sorry. So do you think you'll ask her out?" I ask, acting like the concerned aunt that I am."I don't know," he says thoughtfully. "I'm not sure if I'll be able to handle that kind of situation without, you know..." he says."Well, we're not done with your.