Our eyes met and for the first time she didn’t avert my gaze. she laughed softly and said, “How can you sleep on the edge of the bed? Come, move c...oser to me, there’s plenty of room.” I moved closer as she said now I was no longer frightened by the storm. As time passed she started to relax. Suddenly there was another loud clap of thunder, and she jumped into my arms, holding tightly on to me, not wanting to let go. I didn’t react but simply held her for a few moments. she became embarrassed. If we are self aware, and we want to change a discovered behavior, then we have the ability to do so. I talked with her online several days in circular conversations for years. I would eventually get irritated and then release my frustrations in some naughty slut who needed her dripping pussy filled with my cum, or even better I would take out my frustrations on my bitch ass sissy faggot of the moment. My sissy was always great at calming me down and affirming what I already knew, that the. "He's a good'un. You'll not do better. It will be much happier round here as well with him as Master. We knew that the first time he came down here. The cottages were in a bad way. He spoke to Alfie and suggested that if the men did the work, he would provide the materials and forgive the rent until the cottages were right again. No other master would have done that, certainly not old Sir Dashwood. May he rot!" I could empathise with that feeling, Sir Dashwood would hardly exchange the time of. Thank God he didn't see me in that bikini they had for me, it was thong showing my ass with 6" heels on. I want even talk about my boobs in a pushup top. About 9 that night I saw a man looking at me as I was handing out information on the different boats the company carried. ..I had to take a double take...s hit Mr. Hick one of my teachers. I went up to him smiled and reached up and kissed him on the cheek, he pulled back and looked around.