’ * She was waiting at the door for him to come home, a glass of whiskey over ice held with both hands. ‘Welcome home, Jonathon my love,’ she sa...d cheerfully once the door had opened and he strode briskly into the small, yet upscale apartment. He scowled at her as he began to shrug off his jacket. ‘Kerrigan? Why are you here,’ he demanded, albeit tiredly as he then hung the jacket on the coat rack next to the door. ‘You were to have a late night board meeting, so I thought that I would come. "Why is this program secret? What am I signing up for?" Fair question," she cleared her throat. "We need to make you enjoy life again. Right now you want to get out of here and walk in front of a bus." I went to say that wasn't true, but instantly I knew she was right. I'd wished several times to myself how if I had my sidearm I could just pull the trigger to join Steve and apologize for killing him. Then no one would fuss over me anymore and I could go to the hell I deserved. "Anyway,. We read some excerpts from the Kama Sutra in my world religions class, and it had some good advice. I also got good advice from my grandfather. I know this flies in the face of the modern world, but this is what I want.”“Want or need?”“Those are the same thing, at least in this case. Once everything went wrong with Jocelyn, this was a fairly certain destination. I fought it, but then realized it’s what I needed, and it will achieve what I want.”“Why two girls?”“Circumstance, really.”“I take it. I would peek between the fence slats and check her out. Seeing her completely nude was such a turn on, especially for a teenage boy. Sometimes I would stand there and jerk to completion. I can’t tell you how many times I did.Her lying there on her back with her legs slightly bent and wide open showing me her wet butterfly. It looked so soft and supple. I bet it was so sweet tasting. I could imagine my tongue lightly gliding over it and making her twitch. Then on her belly, with her ass pushed.