I felt like a hypocrite, like a fake who takes the high moral ground when it's convenient, but when nobody's looking ... I felt those feelings again, ...ven though I wished I didn't. I felt that rush of excitement posing for a white man gave me. I was a liar, that part of me said, a dirty slut pretending to be an angel.I undressed for the camera, not doing anything especially sexy. Not doing a strip tease, but keeping my eyes down and burning with humiliation. That was part of my lie too, the. Leon greeted the nurse. Leon had done his clinical RN training at the hospital and knew a number of the nurses. He gave her Dorothy's vitals, and the nurse told us what area to take Dorothy."The ER nurse asked Leon, "Are you staying with her?"Leon said, "Yes; I'll try to stay out of the way."Leon and I moved Dorothy from the stretcher to the gurney. A nurse attached a new monitor to Dorothy and called for a room assignment. I took the stretcher with the monitor on it to the van, put the. After an early breakfast, we went out to find our horses ready for us, as well as a string of pack mules. Thanking the men who had prepared everything for us, we headed east. I groaned when we reached the spot where the road to the bridge over the Zingha River diverged from the road to our new valley. Someone had made a sign pointing towards the valley with the words “Harazar’s Road.”“Great,” I grumbled while everyone else laughed.We passed Mirikar and Torkelar and their now seven loaded. I quickly walked to the platform and entered the train where I found an empty compartment and the train departed soon after.After a few minutes the boys suddenly entered my compartment. Are you mad said one of the boys while trying to catch his breath, you are so naughty! I began laughing and asked them if they thought they were the only ones who could make dirty photos. Then another boy told me that I looked very beautiful. I said thank you and asked them about their names. We exchanged names.