But, my hand was always with me and freely accessible any time I wanted.So, like most guys, I still did myself and saw nothing wrong with doing it jus... as much as I wanted. I knew by then that I wouldn't go blind or whatever they used to tell boys, it even seemed that my eyesight got better.There was a funny incident in college when I was on my bed naked stroking away when the door opened and my roomie's girlfriend walked in."Oh, sorry, Ethan, I'll come back later," she gushed."You can wait for. He was a bit sheepish at first“I understand love, you have your needs” He held my longer and tighter in our hug, to a point I was getting excited being held this tight, it’s been years since I have had a male body pressing in to me. Feeling a bit flushed I slackened my hug and he let go as well.“Are you ok man”“Yes just a bit hot after shopping”He kept looking down at my chest and I turned away, he had made my nipples grow hard and were showing through my blouse. What am I going to do with this. .. I lost her again, and when I found her she was on the dance floor with a bunch of people, including the 2 guys. I have to admit it was a hot scene seeing her in there, and my cock began to twitch, especially when she was grinding against John with her ass. I knew right then and there, she was a changed girl, no longer just mine, it was like a feeling of jealousy, hornyness, and drunkingness all rolled into one. She saw me watching her, and she came to me and asked how I was, I told her. I’m sure of what will happen. And I think you are, too.”“Do you remember I told you about how confused I was? And how the other kids in my youth group are just normal kids for the most part? Why don’t you come and see? Come to the next couple of Sunday evenings. It’s at 7:00pm at the church just down the street from the school.”“What happens at these youth group meetings?”“A short Bible teaching and then we just hang out. We play board games and ping-pong, stuff like that, but mostly we just.