The stuff onthe hard drive are outlets for these urges.I asked him why he would deny himself like that??? He said he would bedenying himself many othe... things if he engaged in the crossdressingculture. He also told me that he would make an ugly looking womananyways. I pull out my makeup brush and tell him, you'd make a finelooking lady baby, let me show. Mike was transifxed on my makeup brush.He started breathing hard and shallow. He tried to push my hand with thebrush away from his face, but. Thank you for being the person I see you as in my eyes. Thank you for not demanding anything. Thank you for letting me be in control,” she said her eyes tearing up a bit. He touched her chin and raised her head and gazed into her eyes. “Kayla, I’ve only known you for two weeks but I feel like I’ve known you a life time, as if it’s a special friendship,” as he said she nodded in agreement with a smile on her face. “I admire you greatly. I know it must be really hard for you to do what you do. We have the bear’s autopsy and rug to prove it.The Doctor’s face shows his disbelief, but doesn't say so. “I’ll get the discharge paperwork done in a few hours, and Mr. Winfield can go home soon.” A disappointed look is on Sara's face. I ask. “Dr. Maris when can Sara be discharged?”The Doctor answered. “We need to keep her for about 24 more hours to ensure no reactions to the transfusions she had.” Sara asked the nurse to help her to the rest room. She responded. “Sure Sara, now just lean on. She was very pretty now, but if sheknew it would drive her to drink more than she had been.Michaelina is a confident girl now, but if she returned to her real-lifeshe would be a short, weak man with boobs on her chest. How could sheconvince anyone she was a real man? When this started, they had beenabout the same height and Michaelina hadn't sprouted as a woman. But nowJack is tall, muscular and manly. Michaelina is soft, feminine, and curvyin all the right places. She's a real head-turner.Jack.