He looked at the girl lying naked and looking so vulnerable and ready to accept him. He lowered his body again on her, placed his lips close to her li...s and mumbled in her ears, “Are you enjoying this? Are you comfortable?”Mumtaz did not speak, keeping her eyes closed and with half smile on her face, she answered him by wrapping her arms around Ijaz pulling him down on her. She was no longer that uncertain hesitating shy girl. With one hand I saw her tugging at Ijaz’s lungi (a wrap around. His wife opened the door and shying away from me again and again which got me frustrated.I told her im going and she said im sorry and all…I said before having the lunch let’s discuss what her problem in life is, in a louder tone.She started crying and I was scared that some one might come and see her crying and ill be in trouble.I asked her to stop crying and tell me what it is.She told me that after the day your wife told all this to me. I’m so desperate to get all this and im not able to. Her pink nipples were already hard and surrounded by light pink aerola as if asking to be sucked upon. I was dumbstruck! This was too much for me. I had a ragging hard on which was clearly visible to her and to my surprise she moved her hand ahead and got hold of my cock. She started saying I want to lose my virginity with you and don’t you want to be my special one. Now I was out of my senses, I let her remove my shorts and undies and give me a handjob, which I couldn’t resist my mouth to be. " If God were good, then why, why do you have thisbody?" I was entering the schizophrenic state, mycrossdressing side against my Bible loving self. Ihad seen many people on their sites talk about their"she-selves" in 3rd person point of view, but Ididn't think they had developed a true schizophrenicpersonality as I seemingly had. "There's always a chance! Don't do it, you will not be saved. Do you not understand the meaning of Hell."At about that point, I snapped out of talking tomyself, and.