"That nothing cost me my family, my job and my life." Not your life, at least not yet," she said."Because of that nothing, I have spent the last year ...iving in hovels so bad even the cockroaches left, the bed in my current hellhole is constantly damp, I have mould growing on mould. I have no pride and no hope." So what made you cry out tonight?" she asked."I dreamt I was committing suicide." And do you?" she asked."Do what?" Want to commit suicide?" I am beginning to believe that it is the only. This is also her first posting .Please be kind. As far back as I can remember, I have had a huge crush on my 2nd cousin. I should say that he is 13 years older than me. When I was 14, my Mom, sister and I were all out at his families house for the annual 4th of July BBQ. I had gone downstairs by myself to use the restroom and saw him changing into his bathing suit through a crack in the door of the downstairs bedroom. I watched him for a while not letting him know I was there. He had the most. " "I hate my body I don't want you to see it." "Hel you have a lovely big body not like what the stick insect females have and that is rare these days. Would you like to have an orgasm? Has it been long since a man brought you to orgasm? I'm betting you bring yourself mostly now since you are divorced a few years." I forget what its like to have a man touch me or be inside me." "I would love to give you a reminder. take your slacks and knickers off." "Not here people can look in my window as. I started rubbing her already wet clit. She was in heaven and her heaven gates were now open for me.I started rubbing her real good. When she was already wet with all the action, I inserted two fingers without telling her. She was tight and she almost screamed. But I made her quiet. She was getting irresistible now. Her walls were so gripping. My two fingers felt like a dick inside her.I started my magic. I want to mention that I’m really good at fingering and sucking. I can even make girls.