Mary and I have been spending time on the porch swing after dinner just talking and learning to trust each other again. I apologized for lying to her ...nd I think she's beginning to believe that I really am sorry.As the kids make friends they are starting to blend in with the other students at the schools. Shannon went out for cheerleading while Linda joined the computer club. Being in love must agree with Linda because she brings home mostly A's and B's on her assignments. Shannon remains more. He was ecstatically happy. Start over. “I got carried away.” She neither accepted the apology nor rejected it. He concentrated on his driving, then, as he sometimes did when alone in the car, started to hum.“Sing it,” she said suddenly.“Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine.” The next line was appropriate for the occasion. “Oh, what a foretaste of glory divine.”“Would you like to sing another?” she asked when he was done. She snuggled down in the seat while he serenaded his love with standard hymns.. Then I sat opened the door of the RV and greeted the sun that was just coming up over the mountains. I sat on the steps and thought about things as I sipped my coffee. This was a fresh start for us. I did not need to go rushing off into anything with a man. Especially anything sexual. Just that thought brought images of long legs entangled with mine and rough hands running all over my naked body. Thinking about that smile and those lips I just knew the man would be a great kisser. I shook my. THE CONVERSATIONS“Linda do you ever think what life would be like if you didn’t have kids at such an early age, or maybe….” Amanda interrupted Zee “Are trying to tell me that you think that we are mistakes?” Zee looked hurt, even though I didn’t say a thing but I knew exactly what she meant “Zee you don’t have to answer that, I get what you mean cause it has crossed my mind a number of times, Since my life won’t change any time soon I guess I can only say that I’m pretty happy with the way.