Soon I grabbed her and impeded from falling on the floor. I softly laid her on the floor and pressed on the floor by lifting my leg on her body. I unf...lded her shari and tied her hands with one end of her shari. She was shouting “what are you doing? Please leave me. You should have to suffer for this, leave me now.” I didn’t listen to her request but took a piece of cloth and inserted into her mouth and then tied her mouth with the other end of her shari. I was removing her shari completely. Over the next few days, I began to forget of my ordeal and resolved to keep away from any of the chat rooms. I hoped I had learned my lesson.That was before I received an email from him. Attached was the video of me, but it had been edited. None of the parts where he had forced me were there. All you could see was me dressing myself and then begging to suck his cock, begging to play with myself and it really looked like I was enjoying it. Also attached was a list of all the contacts from my. Focus on your partner during sex.What do you love about them? What do you love about their body? How can you touch them with your hands in a way that is pleasurable Shift your focus away from your own genital pleasure.The last thing you want to do during sex is worry about whether or not you’re going to ejaculate. This internal hyperfocus ironically makes it more likely that you will ejaculate (or will make it challenging to get hard in the first place because of performance anxiety).Make a. I wanted him alive. Only then could I kill him.So often I'd imagined sinking my dagger into his belly. "This is for Lescavier," I'd say as his blood lapped through my fingers. "This is for Bonnet and Trouveau, those two innocent and respectable ladies," I'd say it to him as the blood dripped down my wrists. "This is for my wonderful sisters Esme, Nicolette and Adalyn and what you did to them; and this is for Anne-Marie, my beautiful nun who did nothing more than allow me a view of.