‘Wha…’ As I began to push myself forward something pressed against me, cold and unyielding. The harder I pushed the more f***efully I was pushed...back. I couldn’t move at all as I felt what seemed like the air going under my clothing, caressing my body. All I heard were mumbled whispers that almost sounded like singing. As I tried to move again I was shoved harder this time. My head hit the wall hard as I fell to the floor. I must have passed out for an instant because as I came to my shirt was. “Hi, Jamie.”“Used to be all ‘sweetie’ ‘n stuff,” she answered.“I remember being signed over to Jenn, you know. Changing your mind?”“No, just checkin’ on how you’re doing.”“Doing fine. Have you asked Jenn?”“Jenn’s in luuuvvvvv!”“Dil likes Jenn being in luuvvvv, Jamie.”“Says y’all’re getting married.”“If she lives past meeting my folks.”“Oh, she will. She’ll be right there in the kitchen with your mom. Sorry, Dil ... I’m not ready for that yet. Prolly have a kid in a year...”“Nah. We talked.. The look in her eyes was one of love yet of saying I will do what I want and there is nothing u could do. She reaches in, grabs the magic toy. Then walks over to the lube, what flavor would she like to taste first thing in the morning. Candy apple always tastes good at any time. As she puts that inside of it, she spills some on her finger. Stella licks the finger with so much tongue that George just moans a little thinking about that tongue wrapping around his cock. She lowered the toy to the. I know we’ve had our troubles, and now these troubles seem to be over, but I’m not ready. It doesn’t feel right.”“When will it feel right?” demanded Queresh.She lay in silence. Sex, after the miscarriage and loathsome depression did not appeal to her. She had escaped just barely from the torment of a personal hell, a mental journey where one travels alone, without any defense. When she emerged from that living and breathing nightmare, she freed herself of complications, even the complications.