Hamne sath me khana khaya, baten bhi karte rahe. 10 baje chawkidar ke aane ka samae tha. 11 baj gaye the wo nahi aaya tha. Bhabhi ne mujhse kaha ki la...ta hai aandhi-pani me wo aaj nahi aa sakega, aap yanhi so jaiye. Mai andar hi andar bahut khush hua ki aaj sweta bhabhi se aur adhik der tak baat karne ka mauka milega. Bhabhi ne mujhse unke bistar par hi sone ko kaha. Beech me dono bachche aur dono taraf ham lete. Bahar tej barish hone lagi thi. Ham baaten karte karte kab so gaye pata nahi.. Fighting her tears and growing fears that Lauren had locked that part of herself so far away, Julia kissed Lauren’s forehead. ‘I know this is hard for you Lauren. I want to know. If not now, soon Love, let me in, let me help you keep this healed.’ she whispered. Hearing Julia’s soft, patient voice brought Lauren back from the edge of fear. ‘I hadn’t figured my way out. I didn’t have it bad at all, but things did not seem to get better. I had you to talk to, but I didn’t need to talk to you, I. So, suddenly I started feeling under my pants and with the help of my another hand I started squeezing it because I’ve no idea what I was doing. After sometime I felt in heaven and some squashy jelly feeling in my trousers. I felt yuks and I thought I peed :P.Then I heard someone talking to my grandma outside, so I wanted change my trouser’s before someone notices my stain. Then I saw its Suchitra talking to my grandma. I forget everything and went outside and I was standing inside the house. But to me it was all very, very special. I carefullyturned from side to side feeling the swishing of the skirt against mylegs. I'd often enjoyed that same feeling on most of my other dresses andskirts, but for some reason, this time it was very special.A knock on the door and my immediate reply of "I'm descent" had Foxy,Margaret and my aunty walking in and at the same time loudly admiring mynew school uniform, while I blushed red faced at having been caught outadmiring myself."Put your shoes on.