My next door neighbour strolls out his back door and the smell -a mix of Lynx Instinct, which I find irresistible - and a big joint fills the air.He l...ans over the fence and looks me up and down, then tells me to come round for a smoke and gives me a cheeky grin. Anticipation builds as I down my drink and go round the houses to where he is. I've had a crush on him for about two years now. When I get through the gate, he's lying on the sun lounger in jeans and no top, taking long drags of his. Das Leben schien unendlich groß und schön zu sein damals, und ich liebte seinen Penis über alles! Mit seinen zarten Fingern hatte er mich zu meinem ersten Orgasmus gebracht. Und ich liebte seinen Geruch, sogar den Geruch seines Spermas. Als er das erste Mal in meinen Mund kam, schluckte ich es ohne zu zögern! Es hätte nicht schöner schmecken können! So glücklich war ich. Ich heulte los wie ein Schlosshund – über mich, über Tommi und unsere verlorene Liebe und mein Altwerden und über seinen. He could just come in the front door, holler out he was home and go straight to the den and wait for me to come get him when the food was on the table.I finished dinner, put it on the table and went to get him. Dinner conversation was the usual. "How was your day" stuff. I told him that I'd had a good workout; got a really good deal on some steaks and suggested that we invite his sister Millie and her husband Tom over for a barbecue on either Saturday or Sunday."I mentioned it to Millie and she. If an inherent understanding and appreciation for the Light and its potential was the key I sought, 'Uncle Con' was a likely source."Skye, I would love to help you, but what I understand of the Light isn't something I can teach, and in any case, as you describe it to me, your use of it for this shape-shifting is well beyond what I understand the Light to be capable of." I was afraid you might say that Uncle Con," I agreed. "Shape-shifting draws on many things, the Light only being one of them..