I had felt like I'd been discarded. It was one thing to feel like that, and quite another to find out it was true.I didn't make it down for dinner. Th... phone rang several times, but I didn't answer it. There wasn't any point to my answering it. I had nothing I could say to anyone that would explain what I was experiencing. I didn't know it at the time, but Mama, Dad, and Uncle Bunny were all huddled together in the library, trying to figure out the best way for them to handle this situation for. The previous day she had phoned me asking if I had some jobs she could do for me to help pay some bills.In the past she had made similar requests and I had paid her for ironing and cleaning.This time I told her I would be happy to help her out with some money.“You can give me a blow job with all the bells and whistles.“And as a bonus I will pay you extra if you masturbate for me while I watch.”I had watched her masturbate before and she was awesome and very exciting to watch.An absolute turn on. I had been allowed to live for another day.I was once again reminded of just how important life is. If there was one thing I could do in memory of my mother, it was to live my life as fully as I possibly could. As I hurried to my next meeting, I passed one of the secretary's desks. On it was a picture of a happy family. I stopped and studied it carefully."Is this your family?" I asked the new lady at the desk."Why, yes it is," she replied with a smile."You are very lucky," I said, and then. They have a 4 inch heel and hurt my feet whenever i put them on. i much prefer going barefoot as a symbol of my willing slavery.i get to the back door of the Club without too much trouble. my Owner is entertaining His Friends and i don’t want to be late. Naturally enough He doesn’t want to be interrupted by a stinking piece of barefoot fuckmeat so i wait outside on my knees with my hands on my head for Him to fetch me. i’m less than two feet away from a main road but i stay there oblivious.