' Sammy dropped eagerly into the seat opposite her friend. 'I've found someone, just stumbled on him. He's a clerk in the DVD store, he's perfect…''...ammy, what are you talking about?' Vanessa was irritated at having her reverie interrupted. 'Perfect for what?''Perfect candidate. I mean - Vee, it's Christmas Eve!'Vanessa was confused. 'What - you mean…?' 'Yes! Yu…' Sammy leaned in and dropped her voice. 'Yuletide Mindfuck.' 'But … Where did this come from? We hadn't even talked about doing it. " It hurt, but I loved it," Cissy said. "lust like Jeff said. He coulda fucked me forever and I woulda loved every second of it. It feels so good not being a virgin anymore."Pam's face turned red."We're ruined," she said. "I feel like killing myself." I don't believe Derek even fucked you," Cissy said. "You're walking just like normal." Like heck he didn't!" said Pam. "If he hadn't, I wouldn't be so upset now. He used me for his selfish pleasure, then kicked me out because his girlfriend was. She must have been middle eastern or something and she really looked exotic to me. She said she had to go get ready and dressed and she walked out of the kitchen and left me to my work.I opened the cabinet under the sink and naturally all the stuff was still in there even though I had asked the night before for her to remove everything. I was annoyed but the fact that I had seen her in her robe and smelled her made it ok. So I emptied the cabinet and I was laying on the floor checking to see. He didn't say anything, just let me sob. Then suddenly, he lifted my chin and stared into my eyes. ''Your Beautiful, Cherry'' he barley whispered. I smiled, and reached a hand out to touch his cheek. He then got up, taking my hand and leading me to his room, where we could have some privacy. Once Toby had closed the door, he turned to me and kissed me softly. I was on top of the moon. How long had I waited for this? And now it was finally happening, I couldn't believe it. I wrapped my arms at.