When I enter the kitchen, the mood changes, there is a slight tension, awkwardness, and I feel like an interloper. He cannot meet my eye, and I sudde...ly feel uncomfortable around him. Does he know what I have done? How I have abused his kindness and hospitality? I make myself scarce, using the excuse of work to catch up on, and I am offered an office where I can concentrate in peace. Work comes as a relief from the confusion in my head. Happiness heavily tinged with remorse.Later in the. One particular night my parents and younger brother were visiting friends in Nebraska and I,d decided to stay behind to look after the house(and Angel,s lovely cunt)! Angel came over fairly early as her parents had forbade her staying later than 10pm. They obviously suspected what we were up to and eventually Rhoda found out first hand though not at this time. Angel brought a couple of bottle of coke which she,d spiked with vodka to get us in the mood and a giant jar of Vaseline jelly for. She couldn't get much in unemployment benefits, and she effectively put her college education on hold in May when the Spring semester ended with professors trying to figure out how to put Zoom classes into effect. Unlike Mom and I, her whole world sorta turned into a clusterfuck. 2020, am I right?I make enough to cover basic expenses for her, and she's been spending her time taking courses on uDemy and other sites to take ownership of her own learning, and besides, after this year resumes may. She loved to strew colorful, attractive pillows all over the room, on furniture and on the floor. John and I joined the others at the buffet and some freely partook of the several wines available. Ursula knew I loved good beer, so she had provided several of my favorites, and I was glad to see others enjoyed the beer, too. It was clear that all of us were ready to enjoy the food and drink without a grand rush to sex and gratification. Obviously, we all had our priorities straight. Fill the.