” We had another drink and chatted some more, and then I left and went home. I spent the next week thinking about the possibility of having sex wit... another man. I finally decided that if I didn’t at least try it I would be missing an opportunity that I might regret later in life. I called Matt and arranged to meet him for lunch. As we were eating I told him of my decision. “I knew you would,” he said. “Could you set it up for me? I don’t know any gay men apart from you,” I asked Matt. “If. ” I know you’re close now. There will be other times I’ll be tempted to stop, to tease you, to keep you just shy of your release until you’ve begged me and promised me your submission to earn it. But not this time. This time I just want to feel you coming helplessly all over my fingers. This time I want to feel your ass spasming around my thumb. This time I want to hit you hard like a cyclone, and leave you dazed and confused and wondering just how the fuck this happened while I just disappear.. It was hard to believe that in a week or so her face would be back to its normal, pretty self as Dr. Kwack had assured her."How bad is it today?" Tracy asked. "They won't give me a mirror." It's pretty bad," I admitted. "But you're alive. It'll get better."She nodded, wincing a little as she did so. "Are you alone?" Yeah," I answered, coming over and grabbing a seat next to the bed."I thought you might come by alone," she said. "I was kinda hoping for it." Oh?" I lied to the cop, Bill," she. Talk to him and tell him about what happened, ask his forgiveness for leaving.Alie attempted to scoot over to the edge of the bed so she could get up. Even just this attempt caused all-consuming pain, taking her breath away. She knew now there would be no return to Jake, not on her terms. She couldn't move her left leg without excruciating pain and the rest of her body ached deeply.The young woman stared at the ceiling of her tent, tears silently cascading from the corners of her eyes, entirely.