But, I never had the real thing. Love. Damn! It’s funny how you don’t realize that shit until the person is gone. I guess Joni Mitchell was right....*** I met Blue Carmichael at an insurance company where the two of us were employed at the time. I had been there two years before she arrived. We clicked immediately. I wasn’t sure if she was a lesbian and yes, I was afraid to ask. Although, I was bisexual and not entirely ‘out’ I wasn’t good at telling who was or wasn’t gay, lesbian, or otherwise.. Lets go check… Is it okay? I think that for the first time, he realized that he would be accompanying a girl to her room while no one else was in the house. Sure, lets go, I said. At this point, I could see that Cindi was getting antsy anticipating the coming scene. I could also see her pussy beginning to glisten with moisture. I knew 100% that she wanted sex with me, and that as much as I wanted it too, I couldnt, but I thought of a way to help. You know, Cindi, I said, we are talking about. .. I'm David..." I'd almost forgotten my new persona. "David Parkes."I could smell her perfume. I didn't know what she was wearing but it was intoxicating. Of course the same perfume smells different on every woman because of body chemistry and all. I'd almost forgotten what it was like to meet a woman in a business atmosphere who was wearing perfume. It was a sad state that in twentieth first century America most offices were "scent free zones". Very sad."It's a pleasure to meet you Mr.. A bit like a tingle. But burning all the same.’ ‘Yeah,’ said Vikram. ‘It must be this weird desert heat.’ ‘I’m sure it was an apparition,’ said Dorothy adamantly. ‘What else could it be?’ ‘Whatever it was,’ said Rao, pointing at the place where the particles had only moments before been gathered but had now vanished, ‘perhaps it had something to do with that woman there.’ ‘And she’s naked!’ exclaimed Dorothy. ‘Perhaps she’s a believer.’ ‘Or very stupid,’ remarked Rao. ‘Only an idiot would.