While standing there in the middle of nowhere, shivering in my light jacket, I really started to question my own sanity. Or the little guys inside my ...ead did that for me, even without asking. It seemed they were never happy.Just when I was ready to walk back to the house, I saw a car approaching. For once I seemed to be lucky, since it was a cab, and unoccupied. The driver didn't question me for my sanity, he just accepted the address I gave him. I hoped that I'd be able to pick up my keys. Don’t you remember the conversation?”“Yes, I do. I’m just not sure that’s the right thing for you.”“Let me decide that! I want everything. If you want two or three girls at a time, I’ll set it up and participate! I want you to take my last cherry!”“Where did this come from?”“Can’t I just like sex? If you’re telling me the truth, Melanie and Jennifer liked it, and so does Katt. Why am I different?”I stopped myself from saying it had to do with the fact that she was a rape victim. Her entire life. Stop by around eight and we’ll go to dinner. She tells me she knows a great German restaurant where we can go. After landing and getting through immigration and customs I finally get to my hotel. I just have time to shower, shave and put on civvies before heading over to meet Angel. When I get to her room and knock she opens the door and lets me enter. She asks if I’d like a drink before we leave and I say “sure”. I have airline bottles of scotch and bourbon. I’ll have the bourbon, she pours. Talking was a little bit stilted at first but then she began to relax. Quite a few of the other kids gave her some compliments, causing her to blush but I could see the pleasure in her eyes. Sonny Miller came over and asked Paula to dance, politely asking me if I minded first. I nodded, Paula got up and let him lead her to the dance floor. Several times I looked over to see Alma dancing with Doug, he kept smirking at me. Alma saw me looking and reached up to clasp her hands behind his neck. .