I needed a twelve hour chat with Jill but that would have to come later, Jill made a little speech about how happy she was to see me well and burst in...o tears, with happiness. Tom showed me the lounger he was laying on, he said he had built it especially for me, it was beautifully made in a quality wood with leather cushions. I lifted the cushion and there seemed to be levers and arms fitted in. I looked at Tom with a quizzical look not wanting to ask. He mouthed back. “It’s a fuck lounger.” I. And I’m ready to make some changes in my own life now. Because of you and all the people who have talk about you, and asked about you, because of the way you are ... JUST YOU. You never act like the big macho man ... though you sure as hell are ... and don’t have to act. You are a woman’s dream to look at ... and I’ve had so many daydreams about you, that I could fill a diary in a week.“I even asked Carol to find out if you were living with someone or dating ... she even went with me to your. Slowly. He pauses. I'm starting to stretch around his thick cock, the same cock that I was sucking just a few minutes ago. His beautiful, thick shaft, cut and veined and hard. He pushes again, this time he means it. His head passes my point of no return. My ass takes him in. We moan together. He slides deep into me and rests again, his sweet flat stomach wet against my ass and his thick meat filling me. He starts to rock, sliding out of me. Not all the way, just enough that I can feel his head. My wife does know I masturbate "occasionally" but she'd be shocked to see how I take advantage of her absences and spend 3-4 hours of edging and doing all sorts of kinky things to myself on video, pictures, X-Ham broadcast and C2C with other men.A few months ago I made the big leap and advertised on Craig's List for a jerk buddy. I linked up with a guy 1/2 my age at my house(wife was away) and we had a nice intimate jerk session(see story on this post).I used to get off watching commercial porn.